unplaned dinner..

as usually n always happen to me....b juz call me (around 9.45pm) and said, he already on his way to come to see me...ooouuccchh!!...rindu sgt la tu...huhu...hmm..its already late actually...x best la kn asyik kuar mlm jerk...but, wut can we do??...b bz all day working and working....only free on the nite and sunday....so, dat's d only time for us for dating rite??...huhu...
b sampai around 10.30pm...luckily, no traffic jam and not to0 late...pusing2 cari tmpat mkn..at last, mkn kt bandar baru ampang jerk...n wut d different with dis dinner is...not juz two of us here but, suddenly his 'bengkel-mate' nk join skali...OMG...haha..ajiz namanyer...he juz stay around here...then, biler dier taw b nk dtg ampang, tu yg dier nk join skali tu...cibuk jerk...ssh i nk manja2...haha..
but, its not a big deal...bkn nyer ktorg nk dating lamer2 pn kn...minum2, mkn then b anto aku blk...pas b anto aku blk, b sambunk lepak2 ngan ajiz...kne la anto aku dlu kn..ne leh ank dara nk blk lewat mlm...hehe
in a nutshell (copyright from company law's lecturer..haha), im happy last nite...i n hope im always like this forever n ever.....insya'Allah...aminnn.....^_^

i need u!!

hmmm....da kul 2:30 am...aku x ngantuk lg....maybe da byk tdo ptg td kot....

x taw nk wt pe..nk study mls....suddenly, i fell wanna sing english song.....i choose BSB songs from Millenium album....one of the song wif tiltle "i need u tonite" was make me so touch.....dunno y...maybe bcoz today i juz received one sms from b...i dont want to think negatively...i know he juz bz wif his work....and i juz bored today wif juz have one cluz...dat's why i fell so lonely....lets see the lyric of the song dat i juz talk about...

"Open up your heart to me
And say what’s on your mind, oh yes
I know that we have been through so much pain
But I still need you in my life this time, and…

I need you tonight
I need you right now
I know deep within my heart
It doesn’t matter if it’s wrong or right
I really need you tonight
 I figured out what to say to you
But sometimes the words they, they come out so wrong, oh yes they do
And I know in time that you will understand
That what we have is so right this time, and…
 I need you tonight
I need you right now
I know deep within my heart
It doesn’t matter if it’s wrong or right
 All those endless times
We tried to make it last forever more
And baby I know
I need you
I know deep within my heart
It doesn’t matter if it’s wrong or right
I really need you, oh
 I need you tonight - I need you, oh I need you baby
I need you right now - It’s gotta be this, it’s gotta be this
I know deep within my heart
No, it doesn’t matter if it’s wrong or it’s right
All I know is baby
I really need you tonight"

 i really need u my hubby...always...no matter how bz u r, i know u'll never forget to love me...and i i'll try to always understand ur situation....insya'Allah...the true love never ends....love forever n ever...

p/s: when i writing this post, b juz call me n said dat he was so tired and juz sleeping after work...he told me dat he love me so much, again n again...i fell so HAPPY....hehe...

thanks dear....

jumaat lepas (11hb) bersamaan genap 2 tahun stgh aku ngan b bersama....mlm tu ada meeting ketua biro ngan MT...start kul 8...tp cm biasa la, mesti la lewat ckit kn...target dlm kul 10 abes la...aku da jnji ngan b da...b nk jemput aku blk ampang...last2, meeting abes lmbat.. x kesah pn lmbat tu...juz yg x best nyer b kne tunggu lamer la...aku da la x suke kalo org tunggu ni....cian b...aku taw, mest b bengang kne tunggu lama..tp, aku nk wt cm ner...nk blk dlu pn, aku ne bwk keter sndiri...terpaksalah tunggu gax smpai abes....
masuk2 je keter, b senyap jer...tp, b still cool lg la...tp, aku kn emo ckit...mula la raser x sedap la...mcm2...aku ngadu kt b pasal penat sgt2 skrang ni...ngan org yg x puas ati sumer....aku juz ngadu jer..x de mention sape2 pn...tp, b geram plak biler dgr ader org wt kt aku cm tu sumer...b mara taw...x suke la...x de niat pn nk wt b mara..juz nk ngadu jer...nk luah perasaan.....biar tenang ckit ati ni...aku taw b mara pn sbb b syg kn aku...b x suke ader org saketkn aku.....aku terharu gax la...tp, b x mo la mara...biasa la tu...kite kn x leh nk puaskn ati sumer org.....
mlm tu x g mkn maner2 pn..aku mmg lapar giller...tp, aku da penat sgt2 da...perut pn da masuk angin...so, xde singgah maner2, tros je blk uma...sampai uma, aku tros tdo....sblm tdo, aku msg b ucap time kaseh sumer n sorry coz kne tunggu lamer...pas tu b reply...."xpe, b x kesah pn tunggu lme....spe lg yg nk tlg syg kalu bkn b..........." see...terharu giller biler b ckp cm tu...thanks dear...thank so much coz alwaysz be by myside...always there for me...always love me...........i love u so much mr zulhilmi abd rahim!!

alamanda

aslmkm my dear blog....sorry lmbt update...bz la...hehe
erm..nk citer..last sunday (6 march), b dtg nilai..coz aku x blk ampang..biasa la..byk program iceps nih..bz memanjang jer...nk2 pas kne jd ketua ni..aduyai...kne kuat tol la...
sambunk citer td...disebabkan nilai ni xde tmpat best nk dating, aku pn ajak b g alamanda..mula2 b nk g seremban 2...borink la....then, aku ajak la b g alamanda jer..huhu...ye la, dlu nk ajak x ingt jln, skrang da ingt jln da...boley la ajak b...n alhamdulillah, x sesat pn...huhu..1st time kot dating kt c2...hehe...best2...even g kejap jer...tp, seronok.....mkn KFC..jln2 kejap pusing2 alamanda tu...BESTTT.....b ckp, nnt nk g lg....yeeayyy...suke la...nk jln2 lg ngan b....luv him so much!!