berita gembira tp sedih...

hmmm..aku x taw la nk citer cm ner...sbnrnye aku da taw berita ni dari sabtu lps lg...which mean sehari sblm b bwk aku jumpa family b...masa tu otw nk g shah alam...uma kak ayu...b bgtaw yg dier dpt tawaran dr mara tuk sambunk blaja...bila dgr tu..aku terdiam sekejap...x taw nk senyum ke nk mangis...dua2 perasaan tu dtg serentak...mcm2 da dlm fikiran aku ni...aku pn x taw knape...yer, mmg aku nk sgt b sambunk blaja...tu akan menjamin masa dpn yg lbh elok t..tp, kalo b sambunk blaja, means, ktorg akan berjauhan lg....mmg la kt melaka jer...tp, ttp bkn selangor kn?...b tanye pendapat aku, sma ada aku bg dier pegi ke x..kalo aku x kasi, b xkn pegi..dlm masa yg sama, b citer mama xcited sgt nk b trima tawaran tu...aku nk ckp pe lg?...xkn aku nk hampakn mama b plak...tah la...sejak aku taw berita ni..ati aku x tenang jer...asyik terfikir benda2 yg x elok...ada 1 mlm tu smpai aku x bley tdo...aku msg b, br bole tenang ckit...sok nyer, aku pk lg...pk lg..n pk lg...aku bgtaw b lg perasaan aku tu...aku ckp yg aku takut ilang b, takut sgt2...aku xnk jauh ngan b....aku takut....b tenangkn aku..b ckp, "x jauh la syg...melaka jer...da jgn pk ye syg..b xnk pompuan laen da pn........" pas tu, aku ok sekejap....adoi..what's wrong with me???....damn it....11 july ni b nk msuk da...so early...nape la cpt sgt??....
da la lia...jgn pk lg yer...mungkin ni semua ada hikmah yg baik tuk aku ngan b nnt....xmo pk2 da k...just put your trust on him....insya'Allah, it will be okay....guys, please pray for me k.....thanks....

done one stage..hehe

stage?..hehe..mybe la kot...stage ape ye?...aku pn x taw nk citer...hehe...actually, smlm b bwk aku g jumpe family dier...wahhh...setelah kian lamer we are together, at last b bwk aku jumpa parents dier...bkn parents b jer...nenek b pn ada...adoi..first2, mmg cuak giller la...mcm2 dlm fikiran aku ni...berdebar2 jer...ni la 1st time in my life...mmg x kn lupe la...masa salam nenek b, tgn aku gigil ckit kot...haha..wt malu jer..naseb bleh cover...huhu

aku sampai uma b dlm kul 5.30pm...tp, masa tu parents dier x de kt uma...yg ada aman (adeq b) ngan bibik jer...parents dier g sogo...so, tunggu je la...x lamer pas tu, dorg pn sampai...huh, bertambah laju jantung aku ni...sampai je uma, dorg g solat asar dlu..tinggal la aku ngan aqilah..naseb aqilah ada...xde la kaku sgt aku t..layan aqilah, mmg best...seronok teman dier maen..mcm2 aqilah berceriter..hehe..siap je solat, aku tlg mama b hidang minum petang..dorg ada beli kueh-mueh ckit...da siap hidang, sumer duduk kt meja mkn tu..b je xde..geram tol aku..saje nk elakkn diri la tu...boleh plak b duk kt depan tgk tb...tgh mkn2 tu, mcm2 dorg tanye...jawab je la kn...naseb soalan2 standard jer...tp, ada 1 soalan yg paling best..ayah b tanyer.."biler lg kenal hilmi?"...aku pn jawab.."kenal masa kt kolej dulu"..pas tu dorg bleh maen kira2 plak da brapa tahun ktorg kenal..haha..

pas mkn sumer, aku kemas2 la meja tu..bwk cwn2 ke sink...siap basuh lagi..hehe..mama b ckp tinggalkn jer, t bibik basuh..tp, xkn aku nk tinggal je kn..basuh la ckit2...(cm poyo je kn)..huhu..

pas tu, mimi (nenek b) ngan ank dier (naya), siap2 nk blk da...mimi ckp x bole blk mlm2, sbb nk kne anta aku lg t..b anta ktorg...aqilah pn ikut...aqilah tdo uma mimi semalaman...masa nk masuk keter tu, mama b ckp, "nnt dtg la lg"..hehe..dlm keter aku layan aqilah jer...gelak2 budak kecik tu...sampai mimi tegur..mimi ckp, "nk blk uma kakak ke?..ske maen ngan kakak"...huhu...cm tu la lbh kurang dialog nyer...

sebelum smpai uma mimi, mimi suh b singgah chow kit jap..mimi nk beli barang ckit...pas tu sampai la uma mimi kt segambut...pas solat maghrib kt uma mimi, mimi ajak g mkn jap...mula2 b tolak, sbb nk blk awl nk tgk F1, tp, mimi suh jugax, so, b kne la ikut..padan muka b..hehe..

kdi mkn tu, dkt je ngan uma mimi, ktorg jln kaki je..b je nek keter...sambil2 tunggu order sampai, mcm2 mimi citer kt aku..aku la start dlu, tanye mimi da lamer ke duk cni..pas tu abes semua tempat yg pernah mimi duk mimi citer..citer mcm2 lg la pasal mimi..seronok la berborak ngan mimi...coz mimi agak ske bercerita..mimi siap bgtaw yg dier ske bluberry cheese tart yg aku bg mlm sblm tu..agax bangga di situ yer...kembang la ckit kn..huhu...siap mkn sumer, ktorg pn balik..sampai kt uma mimi, aku salam2 sumer..mimi pn ckp benda yg sama jugax cm mama b..suh aku dtg lg t...alhamdulillah, semua ok jer...family b pn cm bole terima aku ni..hehe..moga jodoh kami berpanjangan..amin...^_^

sampai je kt ampang, b bgtaw yg baju yg aku pki time tu cntek sgt...hehe..luv u la dear...

kursus jahitan

last weekend, aku join kelas jahitan lg..kali ni under kolej komuniti plak...1 malaysia punyer...even aku da masuk  kelas jahitan ngan Aunty kathy, aku join gax yg ni...at least aku dpt sijil kn?...hehe..but, even dua2 blaja wt baju kurung, tp, it totally different..x de la sumernye laen...majority la...masa blaja ngan aunty dlu cara laen..kt kolej komuniti ni laen....tp, dua2 bley pakai..juz ikut mana yg lebey senang pada kte la kn...ha..kn aku dpt tambah lg knowledge aku dlm jahit menjahit ni...x rugi pape pn kalo kte rajin blaja kn?..cewah..hehe...

masa cluz ni, rmi yg join skali...aku, kak uda, kak ayu and yg paling best skali ayu pn ada...bkn apa...da lamer kut x jumpa ayu...rindu sgt2 kt ayu n sumer geng2 rawang dlu...da jumpe ayu sorg ni pn da seronok sgt...blom lg jumpe yg laen2...mest kecoh nyer la....huhu...

 bcoz of b x dpt nk anta aku blk ampang ari ahad tu, aku kne la stay a day kt uma kak ayu lg...bkn apa, b mmg x sempat nk anta aku...ari tu, bff b tunang...kebetulan sumer membe2 lamer b ramai yg turun...so, masing2 sebuk la wt reunion..hehe...xpe la...biarla b ader masa nk jumpe kwn2 dier gax kn....

and, disebabkan itu juga la, aku ader masa nk spent 1 more day ngan ayu...ayu ajak aku kuar...aku pn duk sorg2 je kn kt uma kak ayu tu...so, jln2 la...hehe...pusing2 shah alam...ayu bwk aku g bakery..pas tu g plaza alam sentral..pusing2 satu mall tu..pas tu g jakel la..g kdi kaen maner tah lg..hehe...ktorg byk spent time kt PAS masa lunch...mcm2 citer kuar...maklumla, da lamer x jumpe....ada masa cm ni la br bley citer mcm2..huhu...end of the day, aku seronok sgt dpt jln2 dgn one of my bff...mlm tu as promise, b anta aku blk ampang....=)

alhamdulillah...

syukur sgt pada Ilahi coz da makbulkan permintaan aku...2 ari ni aku happy jer even ada kecewa ckit coz x dpt jumpe b weekend lps...x pe la...x de rezki yg tu...bkn b saja xnk dtg...kebetulan jiran b meninggal..xkn nk wt x taw je kn....tu kn fardhu kifayah..and i'm proud with him...

tp, yg best nyer...aku da lps muet...alhamdulillah...aku da bley grad...yeay!!..btol la org ckp, kalo kte da usaha, and tawakkal pada Allah, insya'Allah kte akan berjaya...x putus2 doa aku padaNya..hehe..aku mmg x teror english...berterabur...kadang2 malu gax ngan org...tp, x pe..aku akan cube lg tuk improve my english...aku akan cuba ckit2..x kesah la salah kn..jnji aku cube....pada sahabat2, adeq, kakak, n sape2 je la yg english nye better than me, please guide me k...thanks guys..=)

and 1 more thing, smlm aku blaja jahit baju kurung..seronok sgt..siap 1 baju...hehe...thanks kt aunty Khadijah Muhammad yg sudi ajar saya..best sgt blaja ngan aunty...aunty baik...nanti ada rezeki nk blaja lg ngan aunty...hehe...

and..presenting...my first hand made of baju kurung....=)

karak

wahhh...tgk poster pn cm seram je kn..huhu...apa yg membezakn filem ni ngan filem2 seram yg laen?..filem ni under kru studio..tu yg aku support tu..haha..no la..this film was from the true story...dari kecik2 lg kite ada dgr citer pasal hantu karak ni kn...first scene on this film was shown the old one story...mmg jd la..dgn polis wearing old uniform and car..x de la nmpak cm tipu kn?..hehe...
actually, aku baru je tgk citer ni jumaat (3rd june) lepas...tgk ngan my hubby la...dier yg nk tgk sgt citer ni..ikotkn aku, nk tgk pirates...tp, x kesah la...jnji dpt tgk wayang kn...kebetulan ktorg sampai, citer ni lg 15 minit nk start..citer pirates plak da start..so, tgk citer ni je la...
overall, seram la gax tgk nyer...tp, aku kn xde perasaan ckit tgk citer2 hantu ni...hehe...ingt lg, my housemate masa IIC dlu (ejam n mar), beriya2 tunjuk kt aku mcm2 citer antu suh aku takot, tp, aku gelak lg ada...haha..bkn nk berlagax x takut ke apa, tp, aku mmg x rasa pape...coz, aku mmg taw tu sumer lakonan kot...kadang2, tgk antu lg wt aku gelak lg ada...klako la kdg2..buruk tol muke dorg (hantu2)..hehe..

stop talk about the hantu2 one k...pas tgk wayang ari tu, ktorg tros g shah alam...b anta aku g uma sewa kak ayu, coz aku nk stay saner sepangjang aku kursus wt coklat..2 ari je pn...tp, cm awal lg masa tu...kak ayu kuar office kul 5, so, b bwk aku jumpa aqilah n adeq2 b yg laen...waahhh...lamer sungguh x jumpe dorg..rindu tol kt aqilah...last aku jumpe ari tu, qilah x petah berckp lg...tp, kali ni jumpe, qilah ckp x benti2 da...huhu..best tol..yg lagi best nyer, qilah still ingt aku lg...biler tanye sape aku, dier jwb "akak abg imi"..hehe..so sweet...da lamer x jumpe pn still ingt lg...aku teman aqilah maen mcm2...then biler nk blk tu, aqilah sedih...pas salam je aku, qilah tros naek atas...muke sedih jer...x puas jumpe lg...kejap sgt..tp nk wt cm ne kn...x pe, t kte jumpe lg ye syg....akak pn rindu lg kt aqilah...aqilah comeeeeyyy sgt...geram...^_^

no more sadness

bismillaahirrahmanirrahim....
aslmkm mysweet blog..hehe..
hari ni berbunga-bunga je rasa ati...everytime i smile...so nice..
u know what?...last nite, aku n my hubby yg tercinta was chatting for quite long...
plus chatting on fb lg...bkn senang b nk on fb...hehe...
da lamer kot x borak2 cm tu...coz masing2 bz kn...
da dapat lepas rindu, happy tol...
and 1 more thing, b ckp ari jumaat ni b cuti...wahhhh....agax2 mest la ktorg dating kn on that day..hopefully...
ktorg pn da lamer xtgk wyg...but, cuti2 skola ni mest rmi bdk2 kn??...x brape nk best la...tp, x pe...it's juz a small matter....
janji happy ok la kn?...hehe..
tak saba nyer nk jumpe b...ni da mmg rindu tahap gaban da ni...
sabo lia...sabo...remember, Allah sentiasa bersama dgn org yg bersabar....eceh..hehe

b, t dtg erk jumpa cnta..cnta da rindu sgt2 da kt b....can't wait for tomorrow....love u so much darling....^_^

i'm so sad

hye blog...long time no see...sorry for dat..i'm quite busy+no mood in write something....
its already 1 a.m...i can't sleep...bcoz i'm so sad rite now maybe...

que: why i'm sad??...
the answer is------------i'm missing my hubby...miss him damn much....its almost 3 weeks not to see him..
que: why i didn't see him?...
the answer----------my schedule was full with non stop programed+my hubby busy with his work and family...
que: when we'll meet again?

the answer------i have no idea.....

i donno why i'm so touch with this small small problem...like a childish...before this, we already faced this kind of matter...when he studied at perlis...we don't have so many time for dating..but, i can faced it...but then, why not for this time??...i'm just wondering..why i fell like sooooo "geram" with this???...and the answer for this matter is....maybe bcoz we are here..both of us are in same state that only spent 1 hour journey, then we can meet and dating...but then, we can't.......i'm just blame my self...should i??...what actually the best things that i should do??...damn...(T_T)

this is what we call a LOVE.....make we smile, cry, furious, curious, anxious, happy, sad, and other feelings that sometimes we never know what exactly it is.....

for my hubby, i miss u so much..i hope u miss me to0..i know that..and i always pray to Allah, for always make us bind together..and always blessing two of us.......aminnn....