i'm so sad

hye blog...long time no see...sorry for dat..i'm quite busy+no mood in write something....
its already 1 a.m...i can't sleep...bcoz i'm so sad rite now maybe...

que: why i'm sad??...
the answer is------------i'm missing my hubby...miss him damn much....its almost 3 weeks not to see him..
que: why i didn't see him?...
the answer----------my schedule was full with non stop programed+my hubby busy with his work and family...
que: when we'll meet again?

the answer------i have no idea.....

i donno why i'm so touch with this small small problem...like a childish...before this, we already faced this kind of matter...when he studied at perlis...we don't have so many time for dating..but, i can faced it...but then, why not for this time??...i'm just wondering..why i fell like sooooo "geram" with this???...and the answer for this matter is....maybe bcoz we are here..both of us are in same state that only spent 1 hour journey, then we can meet and dating...but then, we can't.......i'm just blame my self...should i??...what actually the best things that i should do??...damn...(T_T)

this is what we call a LOVE.....make we smile, cry, furious, curious, anxious, happy, sad, and other feelings that sometimes we never know what exactly it is.....

for my hubby, i miss u so much..i hope u miss me to0..i know that..and i always pray to Allah, for always make us bind together..and always blessing two of us.......aminnn....